you’re beautiful
Daddy must have sent this song to come on the radio, because his favourite artist James Blunt is on singing “you’re beautiful”
Don’t know whether I should cry or smile?
Okay, I just heard the part where he sings “and I don’t know what to do; because I’ll never be with you” I’m going to cry.
Aliyah Reneé ♥
My angel, she’s just a personal gift from God. I see how he has blessed me in many ways this year, because he knew I was going to have a hard time. So thank you God for giving me my little girl & I really hope that you give me the strength to be the best mother I can be because I know I can do it no matter how much people try to turn me off or put me down. I have 8 weeks left until my angel arrives and keeps me up all night, gives me a headache, keeps me busy but I have a wonderful mother who is going to help and support me.. so I know I can do it :]
I love you Aliyah, make sure you don’t grow up too fast though because it’s a cruel world and mummy wants to look after you and keep you safe in her arms forever if she could. I love you so much darling <3
(Source: meoow-meow, via jennybookiillz100)
SO MOTHER EFFIN USE ONE! CAUSE I’M TIRED OF ALL THESE TEEN PREGNANCIES.
MOST TEENS DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY’RE GETTING THEMSELVES INTO & THEY THINK THEY’RE SO READY FOR A BABY. GUESS AGAIN!
AND MAJORITY OF THE TIME THE DUDE ENDS UP LEAVING THE GIRL AND SHE SPENDS HER LIFE WASTING IT ON FACEBOOK TALKING SHIT ABOUT HER BABY DADDY! GROW THE FUCK UP.
IF YOU’RE A TEEN MOM AND HAVE MADE IT, BIG UPS TO YOU. BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU CANT REALLY BE READY FOR A BABY UNTIL YOU ARE AT LEAST MARRIED TO THE GUY (CAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU TWO ARE IN LOVE AND HAVE COMMITMENT AND TRUST), BUT IF YOU AREN’T MARRIED THEN AT LEAST MAKE SURE YOU’VE BEEN WITH THE GUY FOR A COUPLE YEARS! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU HAVE A BABY WITH SOME GUY YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW??
DUMB SHIT RIGHT THERE.
PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE.
LET’S STOP BRINGING INNOCENT BABIES INTO THIS CRAZY ASS WORLD.
IT’S NOT THAT FUCKING HARD TO USE A CONDOM OR GO ON BIRTH CONTROL.
HAVE A BABY WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT..
and yes.. capital letters made me feel like I’m emphasizing my point more.
As much as I agree with this picture, that motherfucking statement you just made is the reason why I need to murder bitches.
(via chanelandbabyeli)
#life.
So it’s been a hectic month, and very stressful too. Lots of drama in this little world of mine, but we finally moved into the house I love :D It’s great and it’s just perfect for me and Aliyah! Bad news is, mum says we might possibly have to move again; so I have been thinking how about she moves and we stay. :)
I’m 8 months pregnant, i’ve not really rested been up and down round and round moving and joobing, slewing and looting! lol joke. But it’s been craaaaazy. Had an ambulance called for me because I had a panic attack which I just thought was me going into labour because I could have sworn I had contractions in my back. :?
Anyway, I love my baby girl so much I just want to be her mummy now but time is being so slow on us and not making these days fast enough to meet. I really wish Febuary or late January will come so I know that I don’t have long left, yanawadamean? I’m just constantly hungry, tired and always need a pee.. plus I don’t feel so me anymore. I feel like I’m one of Cinderella’s ugly step-sisters, God please let this be over soon.. pleaaaase.
it’s been a long time..
32weeks&4days pregnant :]
Just want my baby here now :/
*When is your due date? 5th feb :)
*What week are you in? 22
*What was your weight pre-pregnancy? god knows, i aint put on much weight. my body doesnt know what weight is lool.
*What is your current weight? dno, but im slim so dont matter tehehe
*Have you had an ultrasound? yeah
*Do you know the gender of your baby? If so, what? having a princess, so you better bow to her!
*Do you have a name picked out? What? AALIYAH <3
*Is the child being named after someone? nope, mum tried that one.. sorry mother
*Who is going to be with you during delivery? mummy and my boyfriend
*Natural or medicared childbirth? lots of drugs please
*How are you feeling right about now? tired, thirsty and very hungry. feel like my bellys getting abused she just seems to want to hurt me tonight. takes after her daddy with that agression.
*What was the first thing you bought for baby? mini vests n’aww
*Do you feel you are ready to have a baby? lol
*Are you excited or scared about delivery? fucking shook!
*Any food cravings? ice! spice! and everything nice!
*Anything you loved before that you absolutely cannot eat anymore? meat
bored, bed soon?
1. story of my first kiss
lol, i was 7.
2. the biggest decision ive ever had to make
how to raise this child the best way i can.
3. injuries ive had
having my ear ripped after a fight with my brother on christmas, lol.
4. how many people i trust and who
not a lot, only me and my baby girl and of course my mother. oh yeah and my baby boy <3
5. am i a virgin or not/if no how old was i when i lost it
no, 17
6. how many relationships have i had
i’d say only one relationship because it’s serious.
7. one trait id like to have
to have a beautiful singing voice
8. where i want to travel
somewhere there’s a beach, and i can just be half naked on the beach.
9. plans for the winter
be pregnant, have my baby, celebrate my birthday. oh.
10. how many countries have i been to
1. :|
11. the most important person in my life
my family are so important to me, like literally if i class you as family then you know that shit’s real.
12. my last nightout in detail
lmao, well that was erm 18 weeks ago.. but yeah was one hell of a night, i just remember brukkin out and erm.. yeah
13. something im looking forward to
seeing my boyfriend tomorrow, to give him all my undivided attention and love and spending time with him kissing and touching my belly. but really cant wait to have this baby, shes kicking me right now like she wants to get out now lol.
14. my top 3 most played songs
vybz kartel, beyonce - party, christina aguilera - hurt
15. what im wearing now
my brothers old t shirt.
16. the last person i had a meaningful conversation with
mummy, and soon to be my husband tomorrow :)
17. last time i cried and why
today, and yesterday and everyday because i just miss my baby boy so much.
18. the sweetest thing someone has ever done for me
lots of things, but baby brain has occured so i cant remember. my boyfriend brought me food once when i was starving which is just the sweetest looooool.
19. something im scared of
horror films and spiders.
1 thing ive done while i was drunk
probably be flung up in the air and get passed around by some guys with all my knickers showing. wow.
LOOL!
“negative vibrations”
negativity everywhere i go in this house, and all from mum.
what’s her problem?
